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elliclery'know i find it suspicious that ~twice a year my brain shows me dreams of having & caring for a baby (which always looks easy and not painful & extremely tiring) b/c!! i'm not doing anything with my worthless pointless life just wasting time!! so i could at least do that (???)
like?? maybe that's what my Mom THINKS abt me but she'd never say anything like that out loud she's too afraid of me not speaking to her ever again.
anyway i think i should be more physically active generally. when i'm not i have all these weird dreams i can remember in the morning. and i don't really want to know anything more about the fucked-up stuff that's lurking in my subconscious
like?? maybe that's what my Mom THINKS abt me but she'd never say anything like that out loud she's too afraid of me not speaking to her ever again.
anyway i think i should be more physically active generally. when i'm not i have all these weird dreams i can remember in the morning. and i don't really want to know anything more about the fucked-up stuff that's lurking in my subconscious
